diary number 1

My diary has begin..


The New NicXzAii Has Begin Too...


I feel enough of everything
really enough!
i hate all this kind of thing surround me!!
please get away from me!!!
i'm tired of all this!!!
and just let me alone!
i just wan u to care me more
no just always will find things to argue with me!!
if like that...
i should let our love go..
u know that!!!
i really tired!!
also don't know what can i say again~~
one day by one day has pass...
and also going to end of the year 2010
really blur..
what i'm going to be actually??
everyday keep on asking myself~~
but i cant give myself an answer~~
what the fuck am i doing??
feel myself are useless
am i???
i feel sick of all this!!!!
when can end all this??
oh god!!!
god will bless me??
i think no........
god is drive me go CRAZY!!!!
feel tired...
moody...
everything tired of it~~
i wan to rest...
a good rest...
a peace rest....
yea...
rest in peace~~~