the day that my life are going to end

NicX Say:.........

i'm think my life is going to END soon..

recently i smoke much and drink much too~

what i'm going to be?

why do my life can be like this kind?

who can answer me?

job also danger type..

anytime will sit in jail..

why i can be like this?

when everytime i think back the past~

my mood are really down..

and feel very angry and HATE!

then i will use beer and let myself drunk~

or i will take some pil...

so that i wont think~

i really dont understand!

izit its your revenge?

because of 2ger treat you like that..

then you make it as a revenge to me!

revenge?

what wrong i did't?

well..

i just don't wan't think and talk about your's!

i HATE it!

nevermind if you treat me like that!

cause i will remember it!

u lie me damn much!

from we being together till we break and be friend

and you still lie me!

i hate people lie me!

who can i ask?

can i back to january 29??

if can..

sure i'll choose that to dont want love you~

and dont want to contact with you!

can i back to that time???

ohhhh gossshhhhh~~~~

my cough untill now also cant recover..

i dont want to see any doctor~